a lot of ppl said they were going to come and hangout but not a single person has even so much as called. and my stupid mom is going out w/ her stupid friends and leaving me here to take care of her kids one of which has the flu and the other is just a pain.plus if the house isn't in like perfect condition i'm gonna get bitched at for like the next month i'm like seriously i'm about to turn fucking 20 i should be allowed to have some sort of life stop trying to pretend your not almost 40 and get over the fact that you fucked up stop making me suffer all the time for your stupid decisions i'm sick and tired of this b.s and i don't want to do it anymore their your kids its "your" house you take care fucking take some responsibility and stop living in the past act your frickin age for once... w/e it had to be said... just wish i had the nerve to say it to her face. i want to go back to macon.